Memories (Castiel)

[Luna]

Before her she was the tomb stones of her parents, it was bitter outside. She knelt down onto her legs and sat down, her fingers traced the stone and sighed sadly. She was so angry, but she had friends. She remembered meeting Castiel for the first time. She wrapped her arms around herself.

"Why is there so much evil in this damn world?" She slowly stood up. And looked up at the sky. She closed her eyes as tears fell down her face. As eyes were shut she spoke to god.

"God...I have seen some horrible things, but thank you, for sending Castiel. I just wish I had the courage to tell him, im in love with him." She opened up her eyes and sighed laughing lowly. She softly sang Ave Maria, something she always did at her parents tomb.

But she felt something, it was strange. She could feel, something warm. "Castiel?" She asked, was she feeling him? course it would make her wonder how the hell he found her.

[Castiel]

He was at a distance behind her, seeing her this way paned him but he knew that there were worse things that could have brought them together...or in this case, apart.

"Luna, what I'm about to tell you..." He sighed, dragging a hand over the stubble a his chin. HE had to protect her but, there was only more harm his immediate presence could do. He would always feel her emotions, and he would always know if her well being was in danger but, with times being what they were; chaos above and below, he could not put her in anymore danger than she already was.

"You have to go somewhere...You have to go somewhere but you can't tell me where..not yet. It's too dangerous for you, and they'll find you through me. I can't lie and that is a...very bad thing."

Hadn't Dean said when people wanted something really bad, they lied? What would it say about Castiel knowing he could not let a falsehood drop from his lips..? He stood with his back to her, the less he remarked about her, the less anyone could get out of him, should he find himself being questioned.

"It would be best if you used another name.. I've seen tat works for...people avoiding questions."

[Luna]

Luna paid attention, as Castiel told her what he wanted her to do. She was taken back, she didn't want to do that. She noticed that he had her back to her, she didn't say anything for about a minute. She could hear the wind blowing in the trees, she walked up to him. Luna didn't care what he would say, his request she wouldn't do. She walked in front of him, looking into his eyes. She placed her hand on his. But something happened, she had some kind of vision. It was choppy, she closed her eyes, she saw him, and then two guys. Something was off about the visions however, she saw Castiel a lot. She removed her hand as the vision stopped, she opened up her eyes. She had seen so many horrible things, but it just confirmed that there was things that went bump in the night. Again silence took over, she looked up at the sky, crossing her arms.

"Castiel, I want to be here with you. I know there are things, bad things that kills people. I know there are demons and angels. " She loved it that he wanted to protect her, but she wasn't going any place. "What are you hiding from me Cas? something is going on, what's coming?" She looked at him, she placed her hand on his cheek. It was a very kind touch. She sighed a bit.

"Talk to me" She said softly.

[Castiel]

He sighed as she rounded to face him placing her hands on his.

"You should not have done that." He was pained for a moment, seeing the confusion in her eyes, but, she had made her choice, she knew that she could see visions of things, she knew of her gift and she knew what that knowledge entailed in lieu of responsibility she had to it and it to her. Still, he wished she had not gleaned anything from him.

"Luna, your protection is very important. If you want to stay here, you can not stay here with me; it will be too easy for you to be found." times were different now and, since Lucifers escape, Heaven had slowly infused Castiel with his Angelic abilities, thusly taking away his descent into being more human than angel, now, despite his feelings for Luna, he was more angel than human.

With his angelic strength rejuvenated, he could not enfold himself with the emotions for Luna as he had in the past, it was a sacrifice he had been forced to make because above all else, if he could not love her, he would always protect her.

"There is so much more, but you must understand; with what you know, things killing people, angels and demons, with that knowledge, you have to trust me, and go." With that he touches her arm, repeating the sigils he had given to the Winchesters to mask their forms from both sides. This would mask Luna from demons as well as angels, and now that Castiel had been given back his Angelic sway...this only meant that he would have a hard time pinpointing her exact location but, from the time he spent with her as a human, this had left it's mark on his subconscious memory. He would always be able to feel her, and Castiel, always knew how to get to something when the odds were against him.

IF Luna was in trouble, he'd find her.

A chill wind sifts through the air, playing at the leaves at their feet, brushing over the headstones in the yard.

"This place is too dangerous. We have to go." He begins walking along the path that would lead them out of the graveyard. "quickly."

[Luna]

Luna had so many questions, but she was some what confused. Something about him, she knew he was right, about leaving him. Her love for him was strong, but when he touched her, what he did. There was a warmth coming from him, she had no idea what was going to happen, but she walked beside him. But as they walked, she felt something. She didn't know what to say to him, she sighed softly. She was lost in her memories, with what he did to her, she knew he was an angel. Everything seemed to stop around them, she trusted Castiel with everything. She didn't care what anyone would say. She knew trust in god was something, that all should do. But even she knew he was with her, as they walked she wrapped her fingers around the cross on her necklace.

Luna felt the wind whipping her face, her eyes scanning the area. Her hand went to her throat, as a pendent could be seen. Which was of a cross, her parents taught her well. She missed them, but it made her realize something. Her parents were very religious, and she was as well. She put all her trust in god, and maybe the church's teaching made her trust God even more. However she had so many questions, but she was some what confused. Luna didn't care about what may happen, and she most likely should have some fear. Demons were deadly, and even some angels were dangerous as well. She remembered something about her childhood, she always felt like someone was watching her.

"You must think im foolish" She said as they walked.

It now hit her that he would have heard what she said. About being in love with him, her love for him would never die. She would sacrifice everything for him, she wasn't afraid of death. But would he say anything? But she wasn't going to find out. As they walked, she thought of something to say to him. But nothing came to mind, looking down at the ground. For a moment, she looked up and at Castiel. Luna wondered if he felt anything for her, it looked like he didn't. But something about him, when she looked into his eyes. She felt loved, but didn't know for sure. She smiled softly, her trust was all she had.

"I remember so much, the first time we met. I think I knew even then, that you weren't human. Ive always trusted you, Castiel. Ive always trusted god, after my parents died. I had nothing, no friends or other family members. At first I thought I was being punished, but then you came into my life. You give me strength, you have seen so much. I don't mean to be difficult. If I put your life in danger, id never forgive myself. I know your right, about leaving. But I just can't Castiel. I love you, even if I maybe foolish. Every time I see you, it makes me happy. I just don't want to lose you. If I did.. I don't know what I would do." She admitted a lot to him now.

She stopped as she saw the church, she looked at it. She had to go in. Luna opened up a door, and no one was there. Which was a good thing. She walked down to the alter, she noticed a statue that had a gold plate. She saw it was water, and she knew it was holy water. She removed her necklace and dipped it into the holy water. Then removing it from the dish. And put it back on, she reached into her deep pocket and removed a very small bottle. She dipped it into the holy water and once she was finished, she put the top on the bottle on. And put it back into her pocket, she looked up at the statue of Jesus. She closed her eyes.

"I love you Castiel" She said.

[Castiel]

Castiel spoke plainly with her as she had requested. His love for her was now passed and what remained now was simply a task that needed to be carried out.

He let her speak, standing near unaffected by her emotionally infused words, and when she was finished, all he did was nod, to acknowledge her words.

She loved him, but now that she knew he was an angle, she should understand that the reciprocation of that love was impossible. Even if it was given back to her previously, it was felt by a very much more human Castiel than the Angelic charge he was now.

"Your protection is my concern, and because of the dangers that follow me, it is too great of a risk to have you tethered to me. I have orders and you will only obstruct them. You need to stay hidden, when the time is right, I will come for you, not out of love ut of obligation. You have work to do, as do I."

Throughout, his voice was not raised, his facial features did not bend in pity, or sadness, he much resembled a soldier at the front lines, at the ready for the order to be called.

"I am sorry Luna. You have to do this." he offers his words slightly vaccant. With a hand gently touched to her forehead, he transports her to a bus terminal, alone.

[Luna]

She listened to how plain he talked, she knew he didn't love her. That upset her, but she wouldn't admit it. He was all business, but what the hell did he mean? She knew what he had to do, but her? One minute she was at a church, then here she was all of a sudden. She brushed a few hairs out of her eyes. She was alone at a bus stop, her eyes scanned the area. She grew frustrated, she sat down at the bench.

"Damn it Cas, what the hell am I supposed to do? what job do I have to do?" She said, but she didn't know what to even do, she had money. But she didn't want to take a bus. She closed her eyes, she felt the wind on her skin, she was relaxed, and nothing was heard. She opened up her eyes, and sighed. She knew she had to do what Cas told her, he was protecting her. And yet if he felt nothing for him, why protect her?

"Why do you protect me, If you feel nothing for me" She felt a tear fall down her cheek, she heard the bus and she got up and went to the bus. Luna went in the very back and looked out the window, longing for Cas